December 2010
3 posts
i have this weird feeling.. like anticipation. that everything i have now is just going to be taken away from me. i’m not sure how or even when. but it just will and the more i think about it happening, the more it turns into a fear. and i’m growing more scared of it by the second. i wish it would just go away. i guess i’m just used to the fact that once things are going good for...
my dad leaving again has been eating me up inside. it sucks… i thought i’d only have to go through it once. but again? i wasn’t thinking of it.. it should be easier this time around, i’ve done it before - saying goodbye, seeing my mom sad, the feeling that someone will always be missing when i come home. sure there’s skype and all the technology, but it can’t...
